Honestly……. I hate sleeping but I hate that I can never sleep. I have such a long day ahead and I can’t close my eyes.

My head is spinning out of control. WHY DID YOU TEXT ME?!?!? I’ll leave you alone, forget your exist for 5 seconds then BAM you just contact me. 

And then I’m crazy about you all over again and so I text you back and you dont respond…….so now I’m being a crazy person not being able to sleep because I can’t stop thinking about you and why you decided to finally text me.

I will never get over you. Its not something I see in the future.

So now I will watch 500 Days of Summer and sulk till I manage to force myself to doze off to dream land.